Come Sunday: The Truth Hurts

For most of my life I have been interested in spiritual journeys. My own story has had some surprising twists in it! So I was curious when I saw the trailer (below) for the movie Come Sunday.  Thanks to the ice storm I had time to watch it this weekend. This movie documented so much of what I've seen happen in my life and in the lives of others. We start with a certainty of belief. We are confident. We may even be arrogant. 

But suddenly, we are faced with a different perspective. It may have come through a crisis. It may have come through a growing feeling of disconnection within ourselves.  We experience doubt, fear, disbelief, anger, disillusionment. Questions begin to form and the old answers don't work for us anymore. We feel simultaneously like we've seen the light AND terrified that we are going down the wrong path.

If you've experienced a spiritual crisis you may have actually found the courage to verbalize your doubts and questions. You may have been shut down by the people around you. Or they may have given you the advice you would have given someone in the past: pray more, go to church more, find accountability, serve more. You may even try it but the questions don't go away. Or you may have had the good fortune of friends who were mature enough to support you without judgment. In any scenario, I'm sure it was painful. 

What I enjoyed about this movie is that it showed the cost of speaking truthfully. It cost this pastor everything to be honest. Everyone wanted him to stay the same. The system was working for them and his honesty was an unwelcome disruption that impacted so many people on so many levels. His crisis was their opportunity to examine their own beliefs.

I'm not here to comment on his theology or beliefs. Or yours! I'm here to say that when you change your beliefs, when you can no longer pretend that you are OK with the system you have been participating in, the journey has just begun. 

I provide spiritual coaching for women who are on that journey. I'm not going to tell you what to believe. I will help you hold the questions. I believe the truth will set you free. You need a place to speak your truth. You need support as you align your life with what you really believe. 

In the movie, Come Sunday, Bishop Carlton Pearson, shows how difficult this process can be. Watching it reminded me of how important it is to have people who support you in the process. Unfortunately, your community may not understand what you are going through and you can feel quite isolated.

Contact me if you are ready to align your life with what you really believe. I'd love to talk about how I can help you find the courage within to live truthfully.

Ducks in a row

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Have you ever felt unsure of what the next move is in your life? You can't go back but you aren't quite sure what forward looks like? I have been sitting in that space this month. I have a clear idea of what I want to do and who I want to serve, and I want to move into that space with integrity. I'm just not exactly sure how it is going to unfold.

In a recent blog post I took a big step in saying where I want to focus my work going forward. I expected that I would have a number of people unsubscribe from my newsletter. I didn't have anyone unsubscribe.

I was talking to a friend recently and she said, in response to my newsletter, "You are not there yet. I'll know when you are there. It will be clear." And what I heard was, "You have no idea what you are doing." To be fair, she didn't say that. She said, "I don't think you are there yet." She was encouraging me to push even further into the work I want to do around spirituality and women.

But for some reason I became fixated on having everything sorted out before I started doing anything. Yesterday I was reflecting on our conversation. "You are not there YET." And I realized that I've been waiting until I am completely clear what products and services I'll be offering my clients. I've been trying to get all my ducks in a row.

But here's the truth: I'VE NEVER HAD MY DUCKS IN A ROW.

And neither have you .

Maybe they were for five minutes but chances are something happened and then very quickly those ducks were out of line.

I work with women who don't have their ducks in a row! How's that for a tag line? I get transition. As women we are often in transition. I understand that in between space we often find ourselves living in. For me the most difficult transition has been around the changes I've made in what I believe and how I practice my beliefs. It was difficult to leave behind something that was so significant at one point in my life. And yet, staying the same is not an option. As Rob Bell says, "Once you have seen, you can't unsee. Once you have tasted, you can't untaste." Letting go of having my spiritual ducks in a row was a big deal for me. (Am I pushing this metaphor? Probably.)

If you are tired of trying to keep up the appearance of having your ducks in a row this space is for you. If you feel like you are swimming in circles. Great. If you don't even know which direction you are heading - welcome. You are in the right place. Together, we'll come up with a better metaphor for this crazy life. Let's stop listening to that critical voice - or as a wise woman once said, "Shut the duck up."

What makes a space sacred?

I'm writing this in a coffee shop where I am working across the table from a good friend. We were talking about sacred space and she said, "this is a sacred space."  And it is, in the sense, that when we are together we hold space for each other to show up truthfully, openly and without judgment. There is both safety (security) and support (belonging) and those things are important in creating a sacred space.

Is it a sacred space? It may be.

When I leave this meeting I am heading to another meeting. This one is at a place called ThinkSpot. It is at a meeting place, a gathering place, that has been created to help people connect with each other through the intentional design of the physical space as well as the attention that is given to how people interact there. 

Is it a sacred space? It may be. 

We need to define the word sacred as our starting point. According to the Cambridge Dictionary the word sacred means: something that is holy and deserving of respect. It may be connected to religion and it can be something that we value too much to change (as in my routine is sacred to me).  I think we can find clues to what we mean when we describe something as sacred in that definition.

When I define sacred space I like to use the word 'encounter'. A sacred space is a place of encounter. In it you are able to encounter that which is sacred to you in a way that is meaningful to you. It may be connected to religion. It will definitely be something that is deserving of respect. It is why people often encounter sacred spaces in nature. 

Author Margaret Silf writes, "For the Celts there was never any shadow of doubt that these two worlds, the visible and the invisible, the material and the spiritual, were one. . . . The invisible was separated from our sense perceptions only by the permeable membrane of consciousness. Sometimes that membrance could seem as solid as a brick wall. Sometimes it could seem very thin. Indeed, we speak, even today, of some places as being thin places, meaning that the presence of the invisible and the spiritual in those places is almost palpable." (p.13, Sacred Spaces)

There are times when we recognize after the fact that we were in a sacred space. There are times when we can be in what at one point had felt like a sacred space and not have any sense of encounter there. It is like what was once available to us in that space is no longer there. We can feel disappointed and sad when that happens.

There are times when we unexpectedly find ourselves in a thin place. We are aware that there is a connection to something bigger than what we see on the surface. It may be a coffee shop. It may be a gathering place. It may be a forest. But we have that sense that there is something more, a connection has been made and in this moment we feel held, connected and seen. We have encountered ourselves and the Other. 

Your Truth:

  • When have you experienced 'sacred spaces' in your life?
  • What was different about the experience that made it feel like a sacred space?
  • Do you think you can replicate that experience?
  • Would you want to replicate it or do you prefer to just let these things unfold?